I know this really silly and ridiculous thought.
Ask about “what”, “when, “where”, “why” and “who”.
I even make it worst by adding “how”.
Asking for something that unknown and maybe not necessary to know or even really useless to think.
But those words just came up, in anywhere and anytime.
I never could stop it.
Whenever I tried there will be another question.
Deal with it seems so bored and tired.
To figure the disfigured feeling.
Convincing become denying.
Planning becomes “solution”.
Wondering what would I be mo scared than anything.
Force by numbers of life.
Push by people around.
It’s like stand in unfinished line, with blank background.
Need something to draw. And put color in it.